I am not fine anymore...
I am fighting a fight within myself.
I am fighting to keep the memories that are just passing by.
I am fighting to remember the look in your eyes.
I am fighting to keep my palms moist of the sweat when we were holding hands.
I am fighting to keep myself one piece when your memories are tearing me apart.
I am fighting not to be with you.
When you asked me to go, it was you who never left.
When I am all alone, I say things to you that you may never hear.
We had so many beautiful memories, but the only memory left with me is when you were going away.
I want to hate you,
I shout at you while I am vacuuming my house.
I don't feel you anymore, even if you are like this storm inside me.
I will wait for you forever, but I wish that you never come back.
I know I will never be fine anymore.
6 comments:
phew.. that was quite a piece.
No words.
Silent admiration.
super like it " :( "
@trash_u: Means a lot. :)
Thanks!
@Ruckus John: super thanks...and don't be sad. :)
It's not fine anymore :(
When do you plan to come back to Dehradun ? Diwali ?
I hope it soon is fine.. :)
I am not sure about Diwali this year and I would really appreciate if you would tell me who you are.
y nt diwali ? hw much work do you plan to do ? remem d 100 things u wanted to do, add going home on special occasions to it.
Let's keep my identity a secret, or give me a real good reason to reveal my name. I will not do it over here, maybe i will msg u over fb. I am not in ur frnd list, so guessing will not help :)
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